You know you love me...

"We're just friends," what are you sayin'? Said "there's another," and looked right in my eyes My first love broke my heart for the first time..."

These are the lyrics of Justin Bieber’s song, “Baby”…

I just heard it again. Alam mo yung feeling na pilit mo na nga syang kinakalimutan for almost 1 year and a half na tapos yung mga kilig moments nyo babalik? So bad, di talaga sya mawaglit sa isipan ko. Pati yung panahon pilit na ibinabalik ang nakaraan ko. 

  Hapon nun, May 2010. Tinext ko sya. Ang text na yun ay naglalaman ng ganito,

“We’re just friends, what are you sayin’?”

Agad agad syang nagreply….dinugtungan nya yung kanta. 

Said “there’s another,” and looked right in my eyes. My first love broke my heart for the first time…”  I love you. :*

 Nung time na yun kami na. Natuwa naman ako sa response nya. Akala ko kasi magagalit sya sa tinext ko sa kanya. Baka akalain nyang pinaglalaruan ko sya. Pagkatapos nun texting na kmi. 

Yan lang ang part sa story namin NOON. Gusto ko na talaga syang makalimutan … eh kaso yung mga moments and memories bumabalik pa din. Pano na ngayon yan? :/ 

Pilit kong kinakapa ang dibdib ko... meron pa bang naiwang pagmamahal para sa kanya? Sabi nya babalikan nya daw ako sa tamang panahon. Totoo din kaya? Kelan pa? Hanggang sa umasa ako at magpakatanga sa pangako mong walang kwenta? :/

                              

  

"sa Loob-mahal" si Icchy! :)

Haha! BOBO ka pag di mo naintindihan yan!


Ganito kasi yung nangyari eh.. (ayiiieee!! nikekelegss akoooo!)


4:58 ng hapon...


     Naglalakwatsa pa rin sa mall.. Galing kasi kami nun sa Grab-a-Crab pagkatapos pumunta sa birtdey ng aking kaklase/kaibigan. Naglibot lang kaming anim nun, dun pa rin sa KCC Mall of Gensan.  Kasa-kasama ko lagi yung close friend ko sa grupo nmin, si Leze. 


     Sabi pa nya, "haz, punta tayo sa WOF, hanap tayo dun ng gwapo!"


     Sabi ko, "Tara haz! Hanap na tayo!" (kinikilig)


     Maya-maya, nakita namin ni Leze ang ex nya! Hahaha! Oo, natatawa ako nung mga oras na yun. Akalain mo nga naman diba? Sa karami raming taong makikita mo dun, ex pa nya ang makikita nya..


     Leze: "Tena haz.. walang gwapo dito! Nakakabadtrip ang mga tao dito." (naiinis ang luka-luka!)


     Ako: "Punta na lang tayo sa department store. Sukat tayo ng mga sapatos dun." 


     Leze: "O. sige.. Sabihan na muna natin sila Mainechar.."


     NIyaya na ni Leze ang iba na pumunta na kami sa department store.


     Ayun, sinusukat ang mga sapatos, sandals. Akalain mo ring bibilhin nila yun, di naman!


     Grabeeehh! At di ko namalayang gabi na sa labas! Whoooosshhh!




     Maya-maya, napunta na kami sa exit ng department store... Nakita kami ni Anila! at... kasama nya si Kram, boypren nya...at may kasama pang ibang ulupong si Kram! LOL


     Hindi ako nakikinig sa sinasabi ni Anila, kasi may nakakuha ng atensyon ko. Yung mga kasama ni Kram. Pag tingin ko sa kanila nun, isang chubby, at dalawang taong hindi biniyayaan ng height.. Pero di ko pinansin yun.


     Gumagabi na, naisipan ko na talagang umuwi nun! Kasi kung hindi pa, KUUUUUUUU!! Mantas lang ang di mapapagalitan. Nag-aalala na raw parents ko ee. Kaya ayun, sumakay na ako sa may terminal.


     At nang malapit ng ma-okupa ang mga upuan, nakasabay ko sila Kram at ang mga kasamahan nya. Yung chubby nga? Suusss !! Mameng! Ang cute cute nya! Halos maghihiyaw ang puso ko sa tuwa at nakasabay ko pa ang cute na taong to. Ayun! At nang nakaupo na sila, bumyahe na rin sawakas ang sasakyan. (Salamat naman!)


     Tinawag ako ni Kram, sabi nya, "Ate Icchy, ba't di mo kasama si Anila?"


     Sabi ko naman, "Natural, kasi wala naman sya dito diba? SAka dito ba sya sumasakay?"


     Kram: "Kapareha talaga kayo ng ugali ni Anila bah!" sabi pa nya na natatawa.


     AKo: "Ay hindi! hindi .. LOL"


     Napadako ang pansin ko sa cute na lalaki. Habang pinagmamasdan ko ang mukha ng cute na kasama ni Kram, hiningi niya yung cellphone number ko.. Binigay ko rin naman, eh kasi sa cellphone nung boy i-sa-save ee! haha!


     SAyang! At malapit na yung babaan ko. Kumatok ako, at aba! Tinulungan pa ako ni cute! Hahaha ! Kilig na kilig talaga ako! Halos mabaliw ako ng bumaba na ako.


     Pagkatapos nun, ng makapasok na sa bahay, kinuha ko agad ang cellphone ko. Napa gm ako kay Anila! 


     Sabi ko, "Nil, anong pangalan nung naka polo na lalake na kasama ni Kram? Ang cute nya masyado! :D"


     Anila: "Yung nakacheckered ba? :D   "


     Ako: "OO!! Sya nga ! Hahhaha!"


     Anila: "Si PJ yun! hahaha! Sinasabi ko pa nga ba eh! Mukang may mangyayari talaga! Hahahahha! Uyyyyy!"


     Ako: "AY ganun? Wala pa nga akong sinasabi eh.. LOL .. pero crush ko sya.. "


     Anila: "ayiiiee!!! Baka ikaw yung tinitingnan nya kanina na malapit na sya matamaan dun sa pader kasi baling ng baling sa likod."


     Ako: "Ayiiieee! Ako na kinikilig! ^____^  "


     Anila: "haha!Bigay ko sayo number nya.."


     Ako: "O cge ba!"


     At ayun ..nakilala ko na nga sya. Sya pala si PJ. At para paikliin ang kwento, nagtext-text na kami ngayon. Hindi ko alam kung saan patungo itong kwento namin ng crush ko, pero ang alam ko lang, crush nya rin ako. (ayyyiiiieeeee!!!tama na,,kinikilig ako!)




                                                       ITUTULOY... :]

Perfect Two

Bare with me guys! I really love this song :]]

You can be the peanut butter to my jelly

You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly

You can be the captain

And I can be your first mate

You can be the chills that I feel on our first date

You can be the hero

And I can be your sidekick

You can be the tear That I cry if we ever split

You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin'

Or u can be the sun when it shines in the mornin'

Don't know if I could ever be Without you

'Cause boy you complete me

And in time I know that we'll both see That we're all we need

Cause you're the apple to my pie

You're the straw to my berry

You're the smoke to my high

And you're the one I wanna marry

Cause you're the one for me (for me)

And I'm the one for you (for you)

You take the both of us (of us)

And we're the perfect two

We're the perfect two

We're the perfect two

Baby me and you

We're the perfect two

You can be the prince and I can be your princess

You can be the sweet tooth I can be the dentist

You can be the shoes and I can be the laces

You can be the heart that I spill on the pages

You can be the vodka and I can be the chaser

You can be the pencil and I can be the paper

You can be as cold as the winter weather

But I don't care as long as were together

Don't know if I could ever be

Without you 'cause boy you complete me

And in time I know that we'll both see

That we're all we need

Cause you're the apple to my pie

You're the straw to my berry

You're the smoke to my high

And you're the one I wanna marry

Cause your the one for me (for me)

And I'm the one for you (for you)

You take the both of us (of us)

And we're the perfect two

We're the perfect two

We're the perfect two

Baby me and you

We're the perfect two

You know that I'll never doubt ya

And you know that I think about ya

And you know I can't live without ya

I love the way that you smile

And maybe in just a while

I can see me walk down the aisle

Cause you're the apple to my pie

You're the straw to my berry

You're the smoke to my high

And you're the one I wanna marry

Cause your the one for me (for me)

And I'm the one for you (for u)

U take the both of us (of us)

And were the perfect two

Were the perfect two

Were the perfect two

Baby me and you

We're the perfect two(yeah, yeah)

Friendship Starts Here

I always dreamed someone swell would turn up,
Who’d consider my feelings routinely,
Who would share lots of stuff without being gruff,
And if they disagreed would not do it meanly.

Then you came along and my wishes came true;
You’re a friend who I trust and I treasure.
You always give help and I know that you care;
You’re my friend and it gives me great pleasure.
We share so much of our lives
Our joy and also our pain.
Without you as my friend,
I just might go insane!

You know what I’m talking about;
You’ve been through big things, too.
Yet you cheer me when I’m happy,
You comfort me when I’m blue.

Your giving does not go unnoticed;
I’d be lost without you, friend.
What we have together
No one else can comprehend.
It's such a pleasure and a joy
To have a friend like you.
You always care, you're always there,
You say the right things, too!

You make me smile when I am low
You're just a pure delight.
We talk a lot about everything;
You make my life so bright!

I hope that I am giving you
Some joy and happiness,
Because you mean so much to me,
More than I can express!
Whether the day is good or bad,
Whether I'm feeling happy or sad,
If I have a need, you’ll comprehend;
You’ll be there to share and be a friend.

Other people may fill my day,
But never in such an important way;
We support each other ‘round all life’s bends,
It feels so good that we are friends.
Whenever my life feels empty,
Those times when I feel a lack,
I thank God for your special friendship,
Because I know you've got my back.

When I wonder about life's true meaning,
And whether it all makes sense,
With a word or a smile from you, friend,
I forget my silly laments.

I guess what I'm trying to say, friend,
Is with all your support and your giving,
You brighten each minute I'm with you,
And make every day well worth living.

"Tomodachi"

There was a friend of mine... 

We'll call him as "Tomodachi"

He always purr to me whenever he like

No. He's not an animal..(seriously)

He's a HUMAN!

(LOL)

I never said to anyone that I LIKE him.

Because I dont want others would know how I feel for him...

I do really like him..

He's kind..

Sweet...

Lovingly friend...

He's the best I've ever had.

Whenever he comes to me,

sometimes he touched everything but my hair ..

Hahaha! Yeah... Im happy when he do that to me.

(Lolligagging...)

He's more than everything to me..

I dont want to let him know about my feelings for him

Coz I dont want that our friendship will be broken..

I want him to stay by my side..

I want his presence..

I want him.

I love him..

I've fallen inlove with him.

So bad I cant say it to your face.

Im just a friend of yours...

You will never like me..

Coz for you, I am only your loving friend.

Your Love Is A Lie

I fall asleep by the telephone
It's 2 o'clock and I'm waiting up alone
Tell me, where have you been?


I found a note with another name
You blow a kiss but it just don't feel the same
'Cause I can feel that you're gone


I can't bite my tongue forever
While you try to play it cool
You can hide behind your stories
But don't take me for a fool


You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know, I know your love is just a lie
It's nothing but a lie


And you look so innocent
But the guilt in your voice gives you away
Yeah, you know what I mean


How does it feel when you kiss
When you know that I trust you?
And do you think about me when he f^*cks you?
Could you be more obscene?


So don't try to say you're sorry
Or try to make it right
And don't waste you're breath
Because it's too late, it's too late


You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know, I know your love is just a lie, lie
It's nothing but a lie, lie, you're nothing but a lie


You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
And you can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know, I know your love is just a lie
I know you're nothing but a lie, lie

You're nothing but a lie, lie, your love is just a lie

THINK ;)

thinks that thinking about the thoughts of thinking are too thinkable for thoughts to be thought about thinking, i think